Thirty. 30. The big 3-0. However you want to say it, I'm not ready. This isn't exactly easy. Now I can say it has kept me up at night. Why? I don't know for sure.
Perhaps it's the fact that once I cross over to the 30's I'm afraid that life will accelerate quickly. Or maybe it's the silent reminders such as my health insurance premium skyrocketing or the fact that I'm much closer to the end of my child bearing days. I don't know for sure....
Someone said to me this weekend "Turning thirty is better than the alternative". And it is! But, it's going to take some getting used to.
All I know is that I'm thankful for the first 30 years God has given me. I'm right where I wanted to be at this time in my life....
1 comments:
I know the feeling! I am dreading it too! And nobody seems to understand why. I'm glad I'm not the only one struggling with it!
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